Barring anything physical I would think that, for those who have them, losing a loved one would be the worst. For those who don't have loved ones the worst torture would be the loneliness.
The last woman I fell in love with ended the relationship by having sex with another man in the next room. I went to sleep that night and woke up the next morning to the sounds of them together. I would've greatly preferred it for them to have been somewhere else.
Not having access to a cup of Tea - too stereo typical for an Englishman, but there you go.
On a serious note, the worst forms of psychological torture are related to bulling and love. Being bullied and the meer threat of inflicted pain can be worse than the physical side.
I symphasise (spelling?) with the previous comment where deliberate pain has been delivered in a brutal way by tugging on the heart strings.
For me, the worst sort is having a crisis (such as a loved one in hospital) and not knowing what is going on or being able to do anything about it. I often cannot do anything else but dose and wait for another member of the family to call.
I always have this sort of "flash-backs"... towards the future... you might call them visions, but they occur like some sort of pop-ups...
I always 'foresee' (yes, that's kind of the word)... how about fore-flash-see???
Well, to hell with it...
I'm always puzzled by a question: What prevents me of doing THAT?Sometimes I get some visions... scary visions, of the BAD things I could be able to do. I sometimes see myself hitting a friend with a blunt object... or foresee a dead girl after an accident...
And after I get those visions... I carefully try not to kill that other person... They scare me... the visions I mean... I think I'm always afraid of hurting other people...
Well, I think I've never hurt or killed anyone... as far as I can remember...
But I'm generally scared by the possibility of hurting loved ones or friends.
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Being forced to choose which one of my loved ones dies.
Barring anything physical I would think that, for those who have them, losing a loved one would be the worst. For those who don't have loved ones the worst torture would be the loneliness.
Marcus
The last woman I fell in love with ended the relationship by having sex with another man in the next room. I went to sleep that night and woke up the next morning to the sounds of them together. I would've greatly preferred it for them to have been somewhere else.
Marcus
Not having access to a cup of Tea - too stereo typical for an Englishman, but there you go.
On a serious note, the worst forms of psychological torture are related to bulling and love. Being bullied and the meer threat of inflicted pain can be worse than the physical side.
I symphasise (spelling?) with the previous comment where deliberate pain has been delivered in a brutal way by tugging on the heart strings.
For me, the worst sort is having a crisis (such as a loved one in hospital) and not knowing what is going on or being able to do anything about it. I often cannot do anything else but dose and wait for another member of the family to call.
I always have this sort of "flash-backs"... towards the future... you might call them visions, but they occur like some sort of pop-ups...
I always 'foresee' (yes, that's kind of the word)... how about fore-flash-see???
Well, to hell with it...
I'm always puzzled by a question: What prevents me of doing THAT?Sometimes I get some visions... scary visions, of the BAD things I could be able to do. I sometimes see myself hitting a friend with a blunt object... or foresee a dead girl after an accident...
And after I get those visions... I carefully try not to kill that other person... They scare me... the visions I mean... I think I'm always afraid of hurting other people...
Well, I think I've never hurt or killed anyone... as far as I can remember...
But I'm generally scared by the possibility of hurting loved ones or friends.
Thanks Alex... you're right...
I must switch from "psycho time" to "boner time" ... lol!
And, yep, i guess i'm just daydreaming about my worst fears... I hope I don't turn into tweak ...
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