Not supposed to love you anymore...

Outside, behind the house and hidden by the wall of trees and shrubs, we've snuck off to be alone.

Its been ages since we've been together and I know we shouldn't.

You sense the anxiety I've been riddled with as of late.

"I'll take care of you. Don't worry. Just relax and let me put you at ease."

Its forbidden, but I let you in, believing that you would in fact calm me down. I feel a sharp sense of addiction to you, but its been so long....maybe just this once....

You're warm on my lips. My mouth encircles you.

Mmmmmm......

You've relaxed me already.

I take in your scent, so taboo what we're doing, but I don't care.

Your warmth washes over my body, bringing with it a sea of goosebumps and tingling sensations from my head to my toes.

I can't believe you've persuaded yourself so easily into my mouth.

My tongue quickly brushes up against your tip.

It will be over soon.

"One last kiss. Suck me. Take me in."

I do.

I suck you, taking the last of you into my mouth, filling me to completion.

And just as quickly, you are gone.

I feel the lover's calm as I sit and reflect on what just happened.

I may never see you again. I know that I shouldn't.

But for a brief moment, it was as if you had never left.